ofanothermind: (Devotion | Defeat)
 Carried over from LJ

"I love you too, Stephen." Because of course he does, how can he not? It still doesn't prepare him for Stephen's next words, and he shakes his head, a cold numbness sweeping over him as he tries to process what Stephen is telling him. Brain tumor. His last trip. It doesn't seem real.

It's a long while before he can get his voice to work properly. His mouth opens and closes several times, trying to form words, but it's ages before he actually voices a shaky "No." Because this can't be happening. Because it can't just end like this. Because he can't lose Stephen. Not like this.

"There has to be something that can be done. Some kind of treatment," he insists, ignoring the fact that his voice is breaking and tears are welling up in his eyes. "Stephen, you can't just— You can't die."
ofanothermind: (Devotion | Defeat)
Falling in love with Stephen Caldwell hadn't been a part of the plan. He's a client, for fuck's sake! One of Kyle's best, most favorite clients, sure, but the harsh reality is that at the end of his holiday, Stephen flies back to England, back to his wife and two beautiful daughters.
 
Kyle doesn't ask if Stephen's wife questions all these so-called business trips to Vegas. From what he's been able to glean from what little Stephen's told him about Meredith, he has a feeling she doesn't care.
 
And that's another thing that tells him he's in way too deep. He knows too much personal stuff about Stephen. The names of his wife and children, the girls' ages. He's heard so many charming and funny stories about Gia and Katie that he feels as if he almost knows them. He was out shopping for Christmas presents and almost purchased a My Little Pony toy because he thinks he recalls Stephen saying Katie doesn't have that particular one yet. He'd had to force himself away from the Sephora display. He doesn't need to buy Gia makeup, no matter the quality; how would Stephen explain the gifts anyway? "Oh, these are from my paramour, who's a man, and whom I pay."
 
Kyle huffs out a frustrated breath. He knows what he has to do even though it will be extremely difficult.
 
He has to end it. Now. Stephen just can't be his client anymore. He doesn't want to end up with a broken heart because Stephen just thinks of him as a paid fling.
 
So he waits until the next time Stephen is visiting him. He tries to be a little standoffish when Stephen enters the hotel suite, because he has to be. He can't allow himself to be distracted from his goal, no matter how much it kills him to say the words. He waits until Stephen has set his coat and suitcase down, and tries to step away as Stephen leans in for a kiss.
 
"Stephen, there's something I need to say." Damn his voice for trembling. This is no time for emotions getting the best of him.

Flashbacks

Jan. 9th, 2013 12:28 pm
ofanothermind: (Devotion | Defeat)
Kathleen Carrington frowned as she studied the bold, black lines standing out against olive skin, still reddened from the tattoo artist's needle gun. "An angel, Kyle? Do you really think that's wise? Why don't you just send up a smoke signal? 'Hey guys, I'm right here, why don't you come and get me?'"

The twenty-year-old young man whose tattoo she'd been criticizing snorted as he pulled his shirt back up to cover his freshly inked shoulder blade. "I think my face does a good enough job of that, Kathleen. Besides, nobody's going to see the tattoo unless I want them to, and I'm choosy about my clients." He buttoned his burgundy shirt, then tucked it into his pants.

"Well, I did offer to pay for plastic surgery," she said, pouring them both two fingers of bourbon. "Honestly, what's the point of running away if you're just going to hide in plain sight — and badly, at that."

Kyle adjusted his cuffs and smiled, accepting the glass she offered him. "It's been three years, Kathleen. If they haven't found me by now, they're not going to."

Kathleen chuckled. "Do you honestly think they don't know you're here, Kyle? Giacomo Alinari is one of the most powerful men in Las Vegas. He practically runs this town, in spite of what the mayor thinks; there's very little that escapes that man's attention. He knows, Kyle."

Kyle took a long sip of his drink, stalling the need for a reply. He knew she was right; he was foolish to think that he could sever all ties with his family by a simple name change, but the last three years had convinced him that maybe, just maybe he was getting away with it.

He lowered his glass, running his tongue along his bottom lip to catch the lingering flavor of the alcohol. "Well, he hasn't stormed the casino, demanding I return to the family home, so I guess he doesn't care."

Kathleen scoffed, shaking her head. "Oh, he cares; it just suits him best to have you here, Kyle." Her gaze dropped down to his right shoulder. "Or should I start calling you Deangelo again?"

He narrowed his eyes slightly, considering her words. "Kyle's just fine. What do you mean 'it suits him best?'"

Kathleen drained her glass in one gulp and set the glass aside. "Here, you're out of trouble, and he knows where to find you if he needs you." She crossed the short distance from the bar to where Kyle stood, leaning against the back of the couch, and she tangled her fingers in his hair, jerking him close and kissing him hard.

He couldn't focus on the kiss though; his blood had run cold the moment she'd said 'if he needs you,' and the words echoed through his head, killing any enjoyment he might've gotten from the kiss. Even when she ran her lips under his earlobe, catching that spot that rarely failed to set his insides burning with desire.

He tilted his head back, letting her trail her kisses over his neck, but it did nothing to quell his panic. "If he needs me for what?"

Kathleen made an annoyed noise and pushed him back toward the bedroom door, her fingers already undoing the buttons of his shirt. "Don't worry about it." She shoved his shirt down his arms, her teeth leaving marks on his collarbone as she nipped him, then she pushed him onto the bed, ignoring his hiss of pain as the sheets scratched against his tattoo.

Twelve years later, that question still haunted him, and he feared the day he'd get it answered.

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